oh wooooaaah, it looks like I've been missing out on all the fun stuff at soul_campaign over the past few days! Trust everything to kick off when I don't have internets!

However, despite the circumstances behind my coming up here, the fact I've had such a lovely and amazing weekend more than makes up for it :) I feel sad that I'm not in Derby for the summer but I feel I wouldn't appreciate what a wonderful group of friends I have here as much as I do when we are apart :')

Tomorrow, back to MK to step up my guitar learnings! Being around Lez has reminded me how much fun it would be to have MFG work in some way. And also to play POKEMANS which Ruth has lent me, on account of her having Platinum now :Dif anyone else is still playing Diamond & Pearl let me know your friend codes sometimes ♥

better go get some sleep now though :D I'm sure I'll be up late tomorrow faffing around at sc. I always forget how fun and addicting rp can be :D

stolen from frogginator who is right in it being a good time waster, and at the insistence of lez86, here is a meme.

( it is a meme! )

that is all pretty boring I'm sure!

I'm aliiiiiiiiive!

My friend is alright! She's not dead or anything, and is getting better! Good news for her!!

Right now I am playing housewife, I am going to cook and clean and everything for a few days (if I'm let XD)

Hope everyone else is cook atm!

fffffffff spoke too soon

will be offline for a few days from tomorrow


editzor; dear mood icon, plz look more appropriately hopeful and less... whatever that's meant to look like :/ shoulda picked 'optimistic' but I live by my icon choices!

Today at netball, we played two games in a row! Lost the first on spectacularly, but we were playing against a team that plays in the MK league as well as the companies league, which means they're a lot, looot better than us. Won the second game!

The most exciting part (for me) was, against the pro-team, and with such a wonderful team behind me, I somehow won (WO)MAN OF THE MATCH!! Even though I was goalkeeper! I've never had a sporting achievement like that, and it was only my 3rd game!!

errr not much else is happening with me right now! I watched the first episode of the Torchwood special, and it was certainly gripping! I am normally not all that keen on Torchwood, and was pleasantly surprised!

can you tell how bored I am :| I have stolen this meme from zombiebat who always posts the best memes :D

this is like the least good meme for me because I'm not much of a shipper anymore! I'm all about platonic ships a lot of the time :D;;

I have NO IDEA why but a lot of these pairings seem to be holic related :|;;

( lol meme )

I PROMISE TO STOP SPAMMING LJ WITH USELESS POSTS.

TRC was enjoyable., if a lot nonsensical as usual.

my knees are being mean. my sister has continual problems with her knees, so it might be something I should get checked out.

need to go back to Derby very soon, there's a repeat prescription waiting for me at the doctors. and I rather need my happy pills, as it turns out. I'm ridiculously patchy in taking them which is very bad of me! if I take them patchily when I feel happy the crash back to reality is awful. I am a very naughty girl :/ need to get back to councelling too but I dont think Ill be able to until september.

my lj seems to be full of depressing rl stuff very recently! bad me.

go do mah music meme guise

INVINCIBLE SPELLS WORK.

:D

thefeelgoodmeme
my thread

pander to my need for acceptance, even as it rails against my difficulty in accepting compliments.


didn't sleep all that great, still very worried! but I know there is someone who is much, much more upset and worried about this whole thing than me, my positive! thoughts are with them. they are a strong person, but even strong people need support.

and I am worried and everything, but I'll believe in the invincible spell! everything will definitely be alright!

it also feels selfish to be babbling on about how I feel and how I am upset by what's happened to a friend, but I need an outlet somewhere.

lol shit I might just go watch the 2nd CCS movie that'll make me cry/fill me with LOVE

I was originally gonna do this because I was bored, but now I just need something a little distracting :/ cheer me up, lj?

it's the 25 songs music meme! Everyone knows it, right? I pick 25 songs through randomizer and post the lyrics to them, and everyone guesses what the songs are!

I'd say 'go forth and do it, everyone!' but I'm never very good at anyone else's of these!

( music meme )

Many things; I need a new layout again, visiting my gp's was strange because I was out of it thanks to sertraline/the heat, Michael Macintyre making Clarkson almost cry with laughter on Top Gear was amazing.

Will likely be offline on LJ and maybe even twitter over the next few days. got to go do the holic thing of 'doing what I can'. my mum is amazing, without her what I can do amounts to very little. now I might actually be able to go help, even just a little.

also I think my posts on twitter came out wrong! I got shocking news, but it's not like, omg a family member died! you've got a terrible disease that's not mental health related! they've banned eating meat in the uk! and it's not even something that's happened to me either! but it might have come out that way lol

EDIT AHA the second 'terrible thing' sounds all wrong! like a terrible mental helth issue is somehow fine news! it's just it wouldn't be at all shocking to hear 'you've got terrible mental health problems!' haha

completely unrelated lol - should really post up the mp3s of the only ever mfg performance sometime XD